Feeling Unsafe and Powerless to Move Forward - A Case Study

We are evolving beings: By all accounts, Wanda's life was in flow and she had been of service as a healing facilitator for a number of years. However, at the time she contacted me, she only intuitively knew that she had reached a plateau and she was "missing a piece". She was beginning to lack self-confidence and her sensory perception was becoming inconsistent. My higher guidance revealed that she was undergoing monadic embodiment, meaning that the higher frequencies of her monadic body (chakras 7-9) were starting to anchor into her lightbody more permanently. As is often the case, this was stirring multi-dimensional memories, requiring her to clear out unhealed ego structures, and shifting her higher sensory perception into a deeper cellular knowing. The way she operated in the past was now under renovation and it was unsettling though necessary. This is precisely why when some people contact me they say, "I was never like this before", "I thought I had already healed this issue" or "things just aren't working the way they used to." One layer of healing with the Avatar of Ascension Hieros Gamos System included the intention to upgrade her monadic body and clear distortions in her higher heart. It's important to point out that embodiment of the monad is not a process that the general population is undergoing at this time, nor is it commonly supported with just one session of clearing blockages. The organic process of embodiment can take quite a while. The body reveals the pain: Following the session, Wanda began to feel pain in her upper arms, weakness in the arms, and pain in her ring fingers and middle fingers. It persisted, despite the use of several suggested tools. Further she was having difficulty concentrating and her ability to facilitate healing was being impacted. Keep in mind that our arms represent how we reach out to others in our relating, and our hands and fingers are the tools of our trade in our profession. Her arms and fingers were having a sympathetic response to changes required of her. The fingers also correspond to axiatonal lines in our Lightbody and the ones that were numbing were related to the dimensional spheres of her 12-dimensional blueprint that were all immediately connecting to her higher heart. An unsafe Earth: It wasn't entirely surprising to me when my higher guidance indicated that the primary issue was her resistance. This was not, however, conscious resistance given that it sourced from influences in other timelines and her multi-dimensional experiences. Persecution for her power had always resulted in death, and she had a long-standing history of feeling unsafe here on Earth. Her heart felt more resonant elsewhere. So while she had agreed to come to Earth to be of service and wanted to fulfill her mission, she struggled here and didn't want to deepen into her mission and move forward. In my experience, a very similar inner conflict often surfaces for many awakening clients that are anchoring the next purposeful stage of their spiritual expansion. While Wanda knew that Earth could be kind, as like most sensitives, empaths and heart-centred journeyers, she felt great pain about the cruelty and hatred that co-existed with the beauty. Wanda was disheartened about humanity! And her coping strategy had been to become more detached in her relating to avoid the frustration and judgement that would sometimes press forward. Core to that, of course, was her self-perception in her experience. Her emotional pain was that she had always been a loving being, but here on Earth it seemed her mission was pointless and she was powerless. She subconsciously believed that she didn't have enough love and failed. The healing: Just bringing some of this information to consciousness immediately began to alleviate the pain in her arms. Allowing emotional catharsis, intending the sound vibration of my voice to release the pressure in her higher heart, and also directly adjusting her lightbody configuration released almost all the pain while in the session. Wanda continued to integrate and support her own consciousness with specific affirmations, tools and intentions provided to her.