Life is hard for everyone but God will love you forever

I just graduated from college staying in wuhan where the consumption is high while the wage is low ,I feel pressed by the work ,where is my dream ,where is the passed happy time ?I remember last week ,I went to the church ,the elder said all of us are failure .God put the nice thing ,dream in our heart ,everyone goes for perfect ,but no perfect in human but in God !I nearly could not laugh happily from heart ,the pressure made me like a Robert or even more ,no feeling ,no passion but a machine ,do the same thing everyday with a low wage !And this is not my dream . What shall I do ,wait ,wait and wait ,wait for the next turning time !wait for the God make the way for me ,God please ,it is really hard to learn the words “waiting “,It is really hard to live in the society especially you have a dream there ,you feel painful !you have no energy to go after your dream ,feeling pressed by the daily life ,the boring work ,the low wage !where is the way ?I know I should wait ,wait to make success, wait to get the grace from God ,Lord ,where are you ,I am tired and I do not know what to do ,I am confused and tired and afraid of tomorrow ,Would you please give me a hand ,God you told me ,I should give my burden to you, and enjoy my own life !It is so hard to do it ,I know I should not depend on myself but on you ,you are believable and faithful ,I give the pressure to you and you will carry it for me ! OK ,God ,I will try my best to make a living everyday and depend on you ,I would learn to practice myself to build the good virtue ,God I will try to find the peace in my heart !God ,I love you unconditionally !So please forgive my arrogance and offence to you ,I will learn the lesson and do not escape ,love you ,God !