“We are All Part of God’s CIA”

We are all part of the CIA, but it’s not the Central Intelligence Agency. We are “Constant Integrated Awareness” of all that did exist in the past, all that will exist in the future, and all that exists now. We are ONE with everything.

It’s easy for us to become disconnected from our true way of being which is Constant Integrated Awareness. We come into this world and right away someone slaps us on our behind and we start crying. Then we think that the world is full of pain. So we start life thinking we are just this body, and we have to protect it… and thus body consciousness takes over.

But it’s the exactly the opposite that’s really true. When we’re in the womb we are nestled in the embryonic fluid of our mother. Warm, cosy, and without any cares of any kind. Our every need is met, and we are in a place of bliss, constantly soothed by the heartbeat of our mother.

Then we become aware of the world when we are born and we start to forgetting about the bliss… and our attachment to the divine. We become beguiled by Maya and from that point on the world takes over. As we become young children we become less attached to that sense of peace that we new in the womb. And by the time we are teenagers we forget about that peace… and are totally connected to the outer world. Yet at that very same time unconsciously we wish we were back in the womb… held and nurtured in a very special place.

It’s only when we get into our 30’s, 40’s, and sometimes into our 50’s that we start to looking for something better. We have lived in the world of Maya for very long time, but have never found what we really want. So we start searching, searching for something which fills the emptiness we feel inside. And from that point on everything changes, nothing is the same because we want more, we’re no longer satisfied with what we have. Because no matter what we do, and where we go, we find the one we see in the mirror. Thus we long for something else… something spiritual.

We start doing meditation, some try yoga, some contemplation, others prayer, and other forms of spiritual practice. And through it all we see glimpses of the divine, just enough to tantalize our senses and make us want more. And sooner or later, we come to a place of great peace, of great joy, of great understanding which fills us like never before.

We start to develop wisdom, and that wisdom leads to understanding. Then one day our eyes are opened to the fact… that what one person feels, we all feel, what one avatar understood, we all can understand. We know we are pure awareness that stretches out into the multiverse and never ends. Awareness that’s not just awareness, but all knowing awareness, all seeing awareness, which fathoms everything in the Cosmos.

We also come to know we have the ability to connect to every soul, even those who have crossed over to the other side of the veil. We become enveloped in the bliss, of the collective mind of God, the Universe, and the One and Only. And from that point on our ego shrinks down to almost nothing, like a small aco
in the back of our brain. Then we listen to the collective mind of God, and we advance our life according to that voice.
Thus everything changes in our life because we see the bigger picture, we know how to play our part, and be at peace with everything that happens. Because we are doing what we are supposed to do.

Living life with “Constant Integrated Awareness”. Life itself does not change, we change, and thus life takes on a whole new look. We see everything in life with a sense of wisdom, bliss, and peace… and thus all that we have around us seems very new, and exciting. We no longer allow the negative voice to take over and rule our life, that voice is gone forever. Thus we start seeing everything even the old, as if for the first time. We feel that life is wonderful, and everything happens for a reason, and we know the reason. We know all, and understand all, and thus nothing bothers us… we are finally free. We are content with our lot in life, and we try to explain to others… so they too can find this wonderful feeling.
Many Blessings to Everyone!

Dr. Paul Haider